I WANT TO BE EVERYTHING I WILL NEVER BE

Not enough time to watch every movie in this world,

Read every book that exists.

There is not enough time to be the most educated person.

I want to be everything I will never be!

I want to be a professional at playing the piano.

And be able to play every symphony by Tchaikovsky and Beethoven.

And be the best dancer in the world.

What should I do if I want everything? Where should I start I am wondering?

I want to change my lifestyle 100 times:

Try different places, different lifestyles, different versions of me.

I want to turn my hobbies into work, take breathtaking pictures and draw paintings to adorn the walls of the most famous art galleries.

Expand my creativity and use my full potential.

I want to write a book!!!

Or open an art exhibition,

To live a bohemian life!

It is so tempting to live just for pleasure alone.

I really want to live somewhere in a vintage basement, with a balcony and a bath then during the weekends go to theaters wearing elegant black dresses and red lipstick. Maybe in Vilnius or it can be Paris. Go to Spain or Greece or travel in a van around the world. Then to live in another beautifully colored loft in Berlin. I want to ride a bike in the woods and live by the sea, dance around the campfire. Then go to Japan, and try all pilgrim's routes in every country. drive to Thailand and Tenerife.

I daydream about being a freelancer, I dream about opening my own business or creating music, being a techno DJ in the spiritual festivals on the weekends.

I am planning to work in the music industry, art industry, and event industry. I am planning to be a model and translate Russian literature to the English language.

I want to be a free wild soul, a woman from the great W: confident, independent and creative.